Soon

I shall not leave and depart like this.

I thought and thought it over and thought that I had figured it all out when in reality, I have not yet.
When I thought that I already have the entire puzzle, the picture visible, and in my possession... when really, I don't.

New pieces keep appearing, that keep transforming and altering the picture. Every time that happens, it is not anymore just a picture of a cloud, but it changes, possibly to a picture of the sky.
Who knows how big it will be. How much it will expand.

I for sure do not, cannot, and will not know until the very end.

For now, maybe I will just paint. And imagine.

Even though I do not know the bigger picture. I know I will soon. And who knows when soon will be?