Daydreams

I've felt that I've always spent copious amount of times away from with whom I thought were my closest friends.  I get to the point where I miss them so much I wish we were in the same country at least and not timezones away like it always is.

Then I start to come up with scenarios in my head absolutely randomly. Like suddenly I'm imagining a scenario where we're at a party and I know exactly what they're going to say and what I'm going to say in response and what's going to happen.  Even though it's never actually happened in real life. My imagination eh?

This actually hasn't  happened in a while since I've tried to suppress my imagination this past year. But now it randomly happened again while I'm at the dentist.  I must be doing something right I think now that I feel I have actual thoughts running through my mind. 

Before, whenever  I would daydream I couldn't imagine myself ever stopping because I felt like it was a part of me.  And then i realized that hardly anyone I know does this and I suddenly felt out of place and abnormal as opposed to how proud I was to have this ability.  And I wanted it to stop.  And when it did,  I wanted it back again. And it didn't come back until today. 

It must be all the movies I've started watching again. Or maybe it's because I suddenly feel like I have friends again.

The thing is.  Whenever I meet someone new, I remember them and I pay attention to a lot of details.  It's kind of creepy how much I begin to know about them when we first meet.  Or maybe I'm just making this up.  Yup probably the latter. 

Can't blame me though.  Im typing all of this while I'm sitting on a dentist chair and some dentist lady is inserting a device that looks very much like a glue gun in my mouth.

Definately the creepiest thing somehting has ever happened to me this summer is having a piece of glass inserted in my mouth.  Potential crime scene.  But that's just my imagination  running wild again.

I do admit.  It's nice having you back,  Imagination.  It's making me have hope in myself again.  And that hasn't happened in a while either.

Pardon me, reader, I've actually have gotten off in a tangent from my title...
Or have I since I'm daydreaming of you reading this? :)

To be continued...