Pain.

I'm feeling absolutely dreadful.

Oh you know, besides the excruciating physical pain I'm feeling at the moment and have been feeling for over 6 hours!!

This is dreadful.

Not to mention the lack of support and positiveness -.-"

Nothing has been really smooth lately. You think it's all smooth marble then bam! You hit a majorly rocky road.

I wish I was a bird sometimes. Or maybe a cheetah.
So I can either fly far far away or run really fast from my worries and troubles and get it over with.

It's a constant thing.

Sometimes. All I need is a hug.
And maybe a shoulder to cry on.
Yeah, that'd be nice.

But there's no one here.
No one here to tell me, "Its gonna be alright." or "You can do it girl, just keep going!"
"the pain will be worth it... I know it hasn't been easy for you, but you're strong. You'll be just fine"

I can only really imagine those things said to me.

Why? Why is this happening?