Thursday, December 22, 2011

You #3 (ish.)

Hello!

I hope you have been enjoying my blog posts lately.:)

The past 2 ones were "The High Rise" and "The Hard Fall" .
Yeah, I know, they're slightly sad and a lot went on, but they were based on true events that happened... More info on that later.

Back to You#3!

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So, here it is.
I'll be honest.

Who knew that I'd be writing about you so soon? And so much like this.

I thought that I'd be writing about you in the future when I would've seen you more often and talked to you or when I had better thoughts of you on my mind.
Usually, when I write a "you" post, they're filled with positivity or something of that fluffy item.

For some reason, right now on this post, I guess I'd just be describing how I feel about you right now.

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You.

Ah, you.

Uhm, where do I start?

Let's see...

Conversations with you were very interesting. Hardly any awkward silences.
We'd do homework together, watch tv together all on the phone, etc.
We'd be complete nerds and play these weird games that filled our brains with knowledge... yeah I know, we were weird.

(I guess I'm being totally honest and open right now. But hey, it's late in the night so yeah.)

"I have to go now," you'd say almost always being the first one to go during the late school nights. You were always the responsible one amongst us.

We'd laugh, we'd cry, we'd pretty much face the world together before...

But nowadays, I find myself drifting slowly away from you.

It used to be so easy. I'd call you, pretend I'm some old chinese guy taking your order from a random chinese resturant, you'd go along and order and I charge you overpriced, etc...

Knowing me so well you'd know what to say. We were pretty inseperable, a team, you and me.

I hardly know what to call you and me now. Heck, you don't even know that I have this blog.

Now, it is easy for us to end a conversation. Just like that. No questions asked...

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So readers, close friends, whoever this maybe...
It's probably really obvious who this is about since I wasn't vague about it at all.
If you do know, I'd appreciate it you keep it to yourselves and don't judge too quickly :)

I left this post about "You#3" a bit shorter than the rest I'm assuming.
But the "..." states I'm not quite finished yet.
Who knows how I will feel towards this person? Could change or something.
We'll see.

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