Time.

I suddenly feel more open right now.

Like open as in I could say anything I want and wouldn't care what anyone thinks about what I think.

I'm just a person after all. I can't please everyone.

We all are careful about what we say, what we reveal about ourselves to people.

We contain secrets, things we wouldn't want anyone else to know for many different reasons.

Reading about 4 manuscripts of books, uncompleted of course, got me thinking somehow.

I feel somewhat expressive.

I read poetry.

Those random thoughts come in my head as I'm slowly realizing who I am still in life.

I bet I'm not the only one confused.

But really, I do not know what I'll do in the future. Or where I'll be, how I'll turn out.

I suppose I would turn out good. Or something.

I always seem to think of the present. About right now.

Whenever someone asks me about the future, I just think to myself in my head,

No worries, all I'm thinking about is right now.

But out loud I merely just shrug a bit and say, "I don't really know..."

It ends with an awkward smile and it seems as if the woman holds her nose up and nods trying to look satisfied with my answer when clearly she's not and just walks away...

Anyways.

Just watched a great movie. Probably one of my favs.

I'm into those romantic-comedy things. But I wouldn't say this one was really one of those... Idk.

It was mostly comedy...ish. I guess.

Whatever.

I'm not really into genres. You know, giving things labels or anything. I'm sort of that kind of girl who just goes with it.

I guess you could call me chilled and laid back.

Everybody thinks I'm the good girl. I smirk at that thought. Yeah right.

Well maybe.

You could say that I'm lost in my own little world right now.

I don't expect to live a life full of fairytales. You know, things going like they always say they will.

Nah, I don't think I'll elaborate on these thoughts right now.

Back to that movie.

It starred Kevin Zegers.

I admit, he was one of my crushes back then. Back when no one really knew who he was.

I have a knack for those things. Being interested in the less trendy things, not exactly popular things. Well Idk.

Then all of a sudden they go popular after a few years.

It's weird.

I like being different.

Which I am. All the time.

I don't really remember a moment where I fit in anywhere. In anyplace.

Always that one sticking out.

Not that one standing out from the rest though, not even the one who gets attention because they're unique and special.

But more of that one. That one that you hardly see. The weird one.

I'm probably one of those types who reads under the shade of a tree during a warm sunny springtime on the fresh green grass. Imperfect blue jeans, a bit messy. A pencil stuck behind one of her ears, a plain shirt- nothing special, and normal sneakers. Not even brand name ones. Just plain ol' regular.

While that's happening, you got the populars, the jocks, you know those types, the blonde girls twirling their hair and flirting with their superstar football quarterback boyfriends, gossiping, texting on their phones with perfectly manicured fingernails.

Then you got the smart people, studying for their next math test.

Etc. Etc.

Gosh how I hate labels and stereotypes.

I don't belong in any of those groups.

I'm the silent, quiet type who doesn't really say anything.

And quite frankly, I like it that way.

I have a mind and I have many things to say. I have an opinion and I like things my way.

(Hey, that rhymed.)

Bet you either looked back to see if it did if you haven't noticed already, or you smiled as you're reading this.

Or both.

I like having fun too.

I'm a very fun person, trust me on that.

Quite forgiving too.

But tough. Don't underestimate me.

Yeah, I guess this blog post turned out to be some random facts about me or something.

Felt like opening up a bit.

The last time this will happen on here. It's late. That's probably why.

People do crazy things at night.

My favorite times of the day is either very very early in the morning or very very late at night. I like those times. Because that's when I find peace the most. The world is quiet and calm. I can think for myself. No worries. Just you and the present. Nothing else that's in your way or can bring you down.

I like snowfall.

I like rain.

I like pie.

I like things that nobody usually likes. Different things.

Water. Birds. Turtles. And neat little trinkets.

Things like that.